As my erotic blog goodgirlturnedslut.blogspot.com kept filling up with my soul business, I decided I might as well make an honest woman of myself and start up this sister blog. You may justifiably ask why it is that I choose to have my soul's business out on the internet. Well, I'm a a ponderer, a thinker, I seek to understand, often too hard. Focusing my mind to wrap this swirl of thoughts into words that might be comprehensible to another human being is incredibly helpful to me. Yes, of course, I could just write a private journal, but actually it's not the same. Knowing that another person, a person I don't even know, may read my words gives it a whole different impetus. I also believe that as human beings we have a deep need to be seen, witnessed, seen for all of who we are. Just the one girl, just the one person. What is more, I love words, I love language, I love taking complex thoughts and feelings and searching for just the right words until I know you can feel what I'm feeling - you can be right there with me and I no longer alone.



Tuesday 8 June 2010

Butterfly

Do you believe in souls? I don't know if I do. I lie. I do. Admitting to it is a different matter. But in my most secret, most loving, most estrogen-intoxicated thoughts I find this:

Come this way lttle butterfly,
Come here to us,
And I promise you
You'll find the most marvellous flower,
Waiting only
For you to come home
And land in the dew
Of my sweet warm happy tears.

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